>> just -- my wife was the biggest part of it you know, support, community, but just wanted it i just didn't want my personal story -- you know, rock 'n' roll is something where you invent your own path and i just wanted to have a story that wasn't a cliche, you know? and that's what i found myself in was living a cliche, as at the time, a total drug addict playing music. accident feel like an artist either, i felt i had given up on my art. >> if you ask doctors what will get someone out of drug addiction, they will say that the will to do it. >> like to ask jane, bring you in from new york, you are also a former addict did amy winehouse simply have an addictive person eighth, do you think? >> first of all, this is a horrible tragedy, my heart goes doubt her family but i think our song said it all, "they tried make me go to re, what i said no, no, no." ing she epitomized the defiance of the addict and her whole persona was into that. she was in a mind. showed it change. the only thing that has to change serving, she said.